salam,
1. how do u feel when you really want something but that something can either make you really happy or really devastated?
2. how do u feel when u look at something that u really hate but u have no power to stop the things that u see?
3. how do u feel when the thing that gives u courage to keep on moving but at last, it just disappear?
last but not least,
what will u do if there is no hope anymore?
please enlighten me :(