i know i know..i look like a clown -___- |
rasa berat gila kaki nak pergi klinik tu. memikirkan betapa ramainya orang yang sangat memerlukan khidmat doktor, rasa macam x layak je berada di situ hanya sekadar membuat MEDICAL CHECK UP. yeah..how i wish i could ease their burden. dalam hati meronta ronta, WAKE UP AINA! this is where u are going to work. like it or not, this is the REALITY. urghhh...let me continue dreaming please. malas nak terima kenyataan setakat ni.
setelah memujuk hati ni untuk pergi juga, maka sampaiilah ke klinik kesayangan tu.
1. ambil number...n wait........
2. number dipanggil. time ni sangatlah blur. orang tu suruh bayar but i just stare at him. hahaha... time ni tengah bengong kerana memikirkan masa tido yang harus dibalas balik..-___-
3. orang tu suruh pergi bilik this n that. so pergi la. letak borang di kaunter luar bilik and sambung menunggu............
4.masuk bilik. the staff was really nice. like 100 kali. worth waiting...so mula lah check mata.
5. then pergi makmal check urine...i hate this part. toilet yang special utk kegunaan pesakit untuk ambik specimen ramai. so pergi la toilet biasa yang kat belakang. ok la. bersih. but the thing is, i have to carry my urine in a cup di tengah2 orang ramai.. i can feel at that time my face turning red. sebenarnya x la jauh sangat. cuma tu la. bila kita pegang benda tu, rasa macam lama gila...
6. then pergi check height, weight, BP, x ray...
7. ni paling lama. tunggu jumpa doctor.but don't get me wrong. i don't blame neither the staffs nor the doctors. there were only THREE doctors on duty to treat i think around 300 plus patients. sampai orang on duty kena buat announcement lagi, minta orang bersabar sebab doctor hanya ada 3 orang. pada mulanya merungut juga (saya cuma insan biasa :( ) then babah nasihat. 'satu hari aina pun akan kerja macam ni. aina nak ke orang merungut, marah2 kat aina?
time tu, mula lah berfikir. rasa macam nak jadi doktor sekarang juga. Nak tolong, atok, popo, thambi, mei mei, ye ye, cucu, baby comey...suma la. tapi apa kan daya. saya belum lagi masuk first year. T_T
it was an eye opener for me.. hisy... takut pun ada sebenarnya. but let's face it, kalau semua orang takut, then siapa nak jadi doctor kan? ( sedapkan hati)...n kalau orang lain boleh buat, kenapa saya x boleh buat kan? (sedapkan hati no. 2)...papepun, saya dah relakan hati sebenarnya, to be commited with what i'm going to do. but just belum accept the reality. maybe a little bit. baby steps will ya? hehe...anyways, hope u enjoy reading this entry..
how i wish i could relax like this monsters...haha |
reality check?haha.wake me up please,dah nk pertengahan second year ni,blur lg.still boleh tengok kartun n dengar lagu doraemon malam2 padahal esok nya ade clinical case presentation=.='
ReplyDeletenyway,welcome aboard >:) junior2!
haha...tried everyday...but not working on u...reverse psikology dah transfer kat i..haha...
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